I have yet to be given exact details but it looks like we caught it early!
My first thought was, 'oh here we go again. Geez the devil must really hate me. But he just picked a fight with the wrong person. God will be glorified through all this whether he likes it or not. Bring it on'.
My next thought was along the same lines. 'I suppose I better make this count as well and hopefully I can use this experience to help some people along the way'. Hopefully. Because otherwise it just doesn’t make sense ya know?
I’ve had a thousand other thoughts in between these, but they all end up in the same place. At peace.
I’ve never been afraid to share my life story with that hope in mind. Some people like to keep things private, I’m pretty much an open book. If I can find some positivity in it – I will share it with the world. So if you want to keep up with my journey in the next little while, please feel free to keep an eye on this page. I will try to keep it updated. For those beautiful little worriers, please understand that I’ve been through enough drama in my life to know how to handle this. I honestly believe this thing will not kill me and will use it as another testimony to God’s greatness. I am not angry, upset or waving my “why me” fist in the air. I do have moments where fear creeps in and the reality of the C word jolts my emotions – especially considering its still early days. But overall I am good - Just thankful to be alive and have so many loved ones in my life.…. But I do have a favor to ask. All you praying peeps out there...I'd appreciate the back up. Not just for me, but for my family to have strength and peace during this time - My hubby, my darling Faith and little man Kohen.
All you others...maybe this is a good opportunity to start (praying)? Because I believe in the power of prayer and have seen many miracles because of it. Don’t believe me? Want proof? Take a moment out of your day to check this out;
Severe Head injury = Healed
Never to wake up coma = woken up same day
Short and long term effects of Mother's suicide = healed
Cardiac problem/surgery #1 = healed
Cardiac problem #2 = miraculously healed overnight
Cardiac problem #3 (Which doctors couldn't diagnose) = healed by faith
Nearly dying during birth of son = didn't die
Hospitalised for Renal failure shortly after = healed
MRI of brain showed threat of Multiple Sclerosis = healed
7 years of Sexual abuse = healed
10 years of clinical depression = healed
Domestic abuse = healed
Suicidal tendencies = healed
Spiritual abuse = healed
Breast Cancer x2 = HEALED BY FAITH
And these are just a few of the things I can think of off the top of my head. Come on God. You got this! Glory to you always!! xxxx Next blog Click Here
PS. This is going to be a difficult journey in more ways than one. Some people have been asking how they can best support me and my family. Firstly as already mentioned your prayers and love will go a long way! But a friend of mine suggested we start a “Give a little Page” to help ease the financial tension of me not being employed for the next (however long) which will not only help us survive, but help with the many treatment processes coming up. But hey guys…there really is no obligation to give anything, and I actually feel really weirded out about this, but this is me taking a slice of humble pie. Just Remember – no pressure ok!! Xx https://givealittle.co.nz/cause/kickingcancersbutt